Impossible

I never thought once in the 2 and a half years we shared it would come down to this. All that I replay in my head is the thought of how it was impossible to separate us. It was impossible to be without each other. Now, it's impossible to be with each other. I don't worry too much anymore, but I can't help but still wish it didn't go this way. What happened to us coming up after every fight, every break up ? What happened to the fact that we actually wanted to keep our relationship strong. We've become so weak, you don't even wanna try anymore. I still remember how the strength of our relationship meant so much to us. I still can clearly remember smiling to you, to myself, or to anyone explaining our relationship as "thru thick & thru thin". What the ef happened ? I miss that way too much. It's clear as water, I still miss you but then again, I can't. Because you're not the same. You don't even try. I only miss it when you & I would fight together to make sure we were still strong & happy. We disagreed to agree. Not agree to disagree. I'm nowhere near sure, I'm lost to what's happened to us. I know, we're both living our lives, doing what we do. You're doing you & I'm doing me. Yeah, I know that already. I'll be fine, just needa' let go, that's all !

"now we disconnected, i thought we was different be we
aint no acception. late night texts' keep us arguin'. used to be
running through my mind, now you're joggin'. now your just walking,
footsteps lightly; till they start to fade away and all i hear i silence.
fuck every here and there but i feel no attachment. used to be a
mazing, dont know how that happened. used to say i love you, and i
would really mean it. now im just sitting thinking trying to comprehend
the meaning"
Heartbreak Collision - Dolla