Sunday, July 26, 2009

the way we used to be.

it`s pouring, lightning, & thundering outside. and it`s 5:04 AM. i think for the first time in my life i`m gonna pull of an all nighter. i can`t seem to get my mind straight, so i guess i`ll just hit up loserboii & find a song to suit my mood. i`m so "dissapointed" i guess i could put it. i had you, then all of a sudden you`re out of my reach. you`re right there, but it feels like you`re on the other side of the world. it hurts hella bad. one of the worst feelings is having exactly what you wanted in your grasp, and then it`s snatched right away from you. i`m clueless up at this point, i don`t really know what to do or how to feel. i just want everything back to how they once were, i hate how it all got so complicated. i just wanted me & you, together, happy. but i guess things can`t always be that way, hm ? the days i`ve been waiting for, or hoping for, finally come & i`m happier than ever. i mean, everyone could tell. you could see it so clear on my face. & then it`s just gone, again. it hurts so fucking bad, i gotta admit, it really fucking kills. explaining why i`m up, and i guarantee i`ll be up all morning now. i can`t sleep.. ):

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