Why. & the truth.

So why is it still you I want? We don't even talk anymore. You like so many other girls. After the most recent one I saw in your away message, I gave up. So I just decided to block you off everything, what other choice do I have? It's been so long..I haven't gotten a thing from you. Sometimes I still wish I had you, I really do. It's been awhile, and to this day you still occupy my mind. I can't believe why, and how you do it. I was at the mall today and I wanted some subway but when I got there I forgot subway was out of business already. -_________- Depressing? Yeah I know hahaha :) But I was hungry, so I looked to see what I wanted in the food court, but then I remembered how you and I would always eat chinese food and pizza. HAHA most effed up combo fsho'. It was just something we ALWAYS did at the mall. Haha if there's one thing we always ended up doing at the mall it was eating. AND the movies too! Haha we were fatties. Bah, I just kinda felt akward inside, and just forgot about eating. Till my sis and her friend came back from their friend's house and treated all 3 of us to Burger King. Anyways, I still haven't forgotten unfortunately. I wish you never changed on me. I wish you never went out with her just 2 weeks after we stopped talking. Why'd you make everything so difficult? I still miss you though. But it's whatever, you're gone, I doubt you'd be reading this, and that's just all there is to it I suppose. To make things worse you're just so....different now. I don't know if that's a cover up for something, or thats just who you officially are. I miss who you were when you were with me. Now..I don't know. How would I know much, we walk past eachother during school like we never even met. So funny really, we made the biggest impact on one another yet you would never guess it at how we act like we've never had anything to do with eachother when I see you. Funny, eh? Whatever. Just hoping you would come around someday but I guess you never will.

Anyway today was good :) Mass at 12, saw people, then home. Then sister dropped me off at the mall. Called Mr. Faggot to come tag along but he didn't get a ride, which sucked cause I could've picked him up if I wasn't too lazy to grab my cell outta my purse in the car! HAHAHAHA :) But nooooo. SO I was solo except on the phone the whole time. Got me some MAC goodies! <3 MMMMM! Eyeshadows! 2 GORGEOUS colors, I'm gonna use everyday as my smokey eye. Very very pretty. & bought some random shit from Forever 21. Uhhhhhhhh 1 headband, 1 pair of huge CUTE red sunglasses, & a teal tank. And I also had a 10 Victoria's Secret Card so I used it to buy an $8 cosmetic pouch to put my lurvely make up in :) Sweet. So all in all I'm a happy camper with the stuff I bought today :D Yaaaaaay!

NOW. Time to work on homework that was given during break. Oops (T____T) Kardashians tonight! Lates!<3