Miss meh? And some real talk.

So, damn. Miss meh? HAHA. Sikenaw, I'm not that big on blogging as I used to be anymore thats why I haven't really updated. Well it's probably just a phase, but I think I'm sure on this one. Maybe I'll just keep this for the summatime use, coming up soon :) But I guess it's also cause if you really cared about my life or me in general, you'd read this but if you cared more than that and were logical, you'd talk to me, IM me, comment me, whatever and catch up and chill whatever ;) Haablahblahblah. I honestly don't know what to say with this. I guess I'm done with kinda letting out personal details of my life, but then again there are days I just feel like venting. Some girls have diaries, but my hands and the keyboard are like the hands with a pen. I can't write for shit, it's annoying muahaha. So I blog :) Soo, I guess I did log on this for a reason today. It's such a beautiful day out, ALMOST like a summer afternoon, excluding the hotness. I think the temperature is just perfect outside, and the breeze is relaxing. Meeee love :) & while I was outside, I guess I got brought back by them summer nights. Sneaking you through my fence door, carefully sneaking you back out. All within an 11:00 PM 12:30 AM nightspan HAHA. Aw, man :) I was laughing & smiling like a retart to myself. Then I just sat outisde, reminiscing. Realizing whats done is done, righ' ? I guess. You've moved on, we're so far away from who you & I once were. I laugh cause while I was outside, it was the summer I was bitching about how "you left me for 2 weeks!", and now here I am & it's been 2 months. Damn, haha. I just laugh it off, for I never knew it would end up like this. I still wonder what if we never went wrong, and if you never fell for her. I just wish I saw it coming, it was smack dab in front of my face. You kept declining being with me, because you fell for someone else in the process. I just wish you told me you were tired of me, and you had found someone now or something. Yeah, truth hurts, but truth is truth and I'd rather have it then see all the lies in front of my face. BUT!

Once again, whats done is done. It's been a long time comin', especially for you & I. Summer is almost here, and I hope to make this one enough to forget the last one. Only because it consisted of memories that no longer have meaning to me, even though once in awhile, I still wish it did. I still catch myself wondering where did you & I go wrong, but I know you know where, but I don't. Cause then again, I don't even wanna know, yaknow? :) Real talk aha. Wellllll! Ah, summer summer summer. We shall meet very soon & till then! Lates<3

You & I, we have nothing but the future to make better, build up from now, & leave all the booshit behind
:)