Oh dear. That subject. But if I hear one more, "..but angela he's the one you don't understand i love him i can't do it i love him angela angela please angela i don't know what to do he promised me this, he promised me that" I'ma slap a hoe! OH SHUT THE FUCK UP. Ok, just kidding on that part. I guess I mean, I understand guys. Don't tell me I don't, I know you guys don't mean it at the moment you say it cause your heart is sort of dropping down to your stomach, you're angry, upset, sad, crying, I know. Just know, I understand every single little detail. I've been through it, and if you let me, I can help you through it. Well only to those who have been there for me. If you're just some asshole, idgaf you can handle it yourself :) HAHA. Anyways, life can be hard. You're gonna lose someone you've never wanted to, nor expected to. You love them too much to lose them. You don't wanna believe they just don't love you like that anymore, and it's the worst thing to believe. But I've come to learn truth hurts. A lot. Now after your first real love break up, you learn to slow down when it comes to taking life to seriously. I know, you guys probably planned to be "together forever" and you planned your married life at what, 2 months?! Damn, nowdays you hear teen couples planning their kids at 3 weeks. CHILL PLEASE! We're youngins', and goodness gracious life has no guarantees. Never say forever to someone, especially at 3 weeks or something. I understand if you hit a year...and..a HALF. Yeah! Don't say forever bullshit regaurdless, cause seriously, things can change and life can take a harsh left turn. But what am I saying, I'm pretty sure I've gone through the whole "I'll be with him forever" scene, I admit. Just understand you'll wish you never did. I know I wish I didn't.
For I really did believe he was the one. Through whatever, we'd be there for eachother. Even everybody else had no doubt in their mind we'd end up getting married or something. Did I agree, yes. Do I regret that? Somewhat, yes. I just wish you never fell outta love. I mean I know we've pissed eachother off, I just sometimes to this day wish that things could be how they once were. Doesn't hurt to miss it, right? Maybehhh. This is what I mean when I say life DOES 100% take a harsh left turn. You'd never expect to see it coming, but it does. Just like it did for me.
Where am I going with this exactly? It's to chillax. I'm not saying STOP CRYING RIGHT THIS INSTANT, FOO. No. Cry all you please, for crying is good for you. You're gonna start crying at night, morning, even during the day. My most hateful thing I hate seeing about that is though, seeing girls cry publicly in school. OHMYLANTA. It really does piss me off. They attract everyone's attention, as if THEIR heartbreak is the worst case in the world, everyone goes through one. Please, save your tears for somewhere PRIVATE. And especially when they try to attract the ex's attention by doing so, oh dear, no no pathetic. Personally, in my eyes. Sorry! It's just too embaressing. I know you miss em, I know you want them to know you still love em, but tears do NOT bring them back. Lalalaaa, damn, I always have too much to say when it comes to the topic of going through a break up. This is what I wanna say when someone texts me all sad and saying they're crying. It hurts me to know that dumb little boy broke a close friend of mine's heart, but understand, you MUST accept what can and cannot be.
I guess though, after time passes by, you'll learn to feel better. You'll get accustomed to him being gone, and you get used to it. Maybe you'll still miss them deep down, psha I know I still do more than anything. It's hard, but like I said, it is what it is. If they just don't feel that love for you anymore, ain't no way you can force them to. That would just be pity love. I want that real real love :) But ain't no rushin' to it. Period. On the last note, listen to the sing So You Can Cry - Ne Yo. Trust me! Haha.
Sometimes it comes to the point where I want you, some times, I wanna stay in the level we're at as of now. On the real, I don't know if I want this to keep going...
For I really did believe he was the one. Through whatever, we'd be there for eachother. Even everybody else had no doubt in their mind we'd end up getting married or something. Did I agree, yes. Do I regret that? Somewhat, yes. I just wish you never fell outta love. I mean I know we've pissed eachother off, I just sometimes to this day wish that things could be how they once were. Doesn't hurt to miss it, right? Maybehhh. This is what I mean when I say life DOES 100% take a harsh left turn. You'd never expect to see it coming, but it does. Just like it did for me.
Where am I going with this exactly? It's to chillax. I'm not saying STOP CRYING RIGHT THIS INSTANT, FOO. No. Cry all you please, for crying is good for you. You're gonna start crying at night, morning, even during the day. My most hateful thing I hate seeing about that is though, seeing girls cry publicly in school. OHMYLANTA. It really does piss me off. They attract everyone's attention, as if THEIR heartbreak is the worst case in the world, everyone goes through one. Please, save your tears for somewhere PRIVATE. And especially when they try to attract the ex's attention by doing so, oh dear, no no pathetic. Personally, in my eyes. Sorry! It's just too embaressing. I know you miss em, I know you want them to know you still love em, but tears do NOT bring them back. Lalalaaa, damn, I always have too much to say when it comes to the topic of going through a break up. This is what I wanna say when someone texts me all sad and saying they're crying. It hurts me to know that dumb little boy broke a close friend of mine's heart, but understand, you MUST accept what can and cannot be.
I guess though, after time passes by, you'll learn to feel better. You'll get accustomed to him being gone, and you get used to it. Maybe you'll still miss them deep down, psha I know I still do more than anything. It's hard, but like I said, it is what it is. If they just don't feel that love for you anymore, ain't no way you can force them to. That would just be pity love. I want that real real love :) But ain't no rushin' to it. Period. On the last note, listen to the sing So You Can Cry - Ne Yo. Trust me! Haha.
Sometimes it comes to the point where I want you, some times, I wanna stay in the level we're at as of now. On the real, I don't know if I want this to keep going...
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